Reiki, Sade and Bb, thanks for your feedback regarding febm. I tested one packet of febm on baby today. Thought better to test now before I store a whole lot and have to discard in the end. Wow, the smell was so bad that I felt so guilty giving it to baby. The funny thing was that baby didn't seem to mind and drank the whole bottle down. But a short while later he was fussy so we are not sure if its febm related or it is his night time fussiness that he gets once in a while. Since I was already feeling guilty, I kept thinking maybe baby has stomach ache from the milk! Anyway, the logical conclusion is to try it out again another day and see if we get a consistent result.
This haze is crazy. Our apt has been on lockdown since Sunday. We even put a towel under our front door so no haze gets in. Thank goodness, we have been putting baby sleep in aircon room since Day 1. Otherwise he will be so hot.
Koirc, instead of mil trouble (as in laws live overseas), I have problem with my mum. Basically I just find her so unsupportive and critical yet doesn't help at all because she says she doesn't know how to look after baby and won't carry as have no confident. Don't know why these mother/mil can't be more supportive and encouraging as we are already going through so much. Anyway, trying not to let her affect me.
2 more days on our own before CL returns for another month. Can't wait!!