let me recall the whole scenario... Bel is awake now, the stupit drip machine keep beeping. Cos is running low. Lol!
Morning i wake up, bel still sleeping, so i carried sam to bath, den i bath, den come back into the room and feed sam, before that i go check if bel is going to wake up, so i go touch her body, she is in very very deep sleep. Den i just ignore her, i tot she is still not feeling well, wan to sleep more.
9.55am was smsing astro, asking her wad if bel haven wake up, should i wake her , at this time she wake up. Asking for water, i gave.
Sam sleeping, so i ask bel to come out of the room, told her i going to give her some bread to eat.
I put her on high chair, give her 1/4 of the bread, i go wash laundry. She finish very quickly, asking for more. I give her another 1/4. I go put laundry to spin dry. Den she finish again. I see her so hungry, i give another half! This time she eat very very slowly. I called pax and hanging laundry, eating my toast bread. Finished talking to pax, i bring bel down the highchair.
1034am, i place my plate of toast bread on the dining table, walked to the middle of the living room wanted to take bel's cooking toys, bel was standing right beside the table eating my plate. Less den 5s, i turn again wanting to tell her cannot, i see her falling on to the ground.
The whole body machiam got freeze, very hard, she just fall like that, not like those u see on tv. (go take a statue or any fingering, use your hand to push it, thats how she fall )
5min fits! Her eyes roll up, teeth clenching together, all 4 lims jerking up and down in a standard motion. The body arch back.
Immediately i call pax again with my hp, she is my last dial number and i trust her in everything she said. With that split second, i never care bel, i run to the room (phone still ringing) , shouted at nick, told him bel having fits. He got shock(really this time is shock, he jump up from the bed), i run out again(brain thinking wad to bring.) pax pick up, asked her wad to do. (my hand, whole body shiver like mad!) she said put her to the side. After i did. Bel stopped. But breathing very very slowly, till she suddenly cry, i think she got shock. Den less den 2min she stop, lying her motionlessly with her eyes close. Pax still on the phone telling me to pack her normal diaper bag, nick fainted on the floor(he still cannot accept it). She asked me to call 995. i was running around the whole house grabbing anything i see just dump into my bag. The bag cannot zip! Lol. Den i see nick still on the floor, i run to kitchen, use bel's bott to make glucose for him(maybe like that he catch the virus.).
5min later ambulance came. I almost burst out in tears! No one in the house can do anything! They just stare in shock. Still can have the guards to ask me wad happen! I ignore everyone, no eye contact with anyone. Even nick! He still can ask me this stupit question who is going with bel. I told him, i m going with her, will bring sam with me, u can slowly take your time. Don think u can do anything in this state. Best u stay at home. Don give me any more things to do. 2 small one already very busy already.
Banging around in the ambulance. I reach. Bel crying all the way.
Dr ask and ask and ask.
11.50am bel fits again at the red room in the a&e. They immediately use a med insert in her butt. Same, 5mins fits. Same thing as the morning. But this time, i carried her in my hands, she just fall back. I quickly lay her on the bed , turn side ways, shout at nurse and dr.
Immediately dr stop asking, admitted!
Slowly make our way to the ward. Reached. Settling down and everything.
1pm+ i go toilet, don know y mil go carry bel, again she got fits. Mil got shock to death! Crying in very pale face. Dr trying to help. And told me to calm her down. Immediately, i know she is a burden to me if she stay here. This time, 1-2min fits, not serious.
Wau liew! Finally pluck up my courage to tell him and the message was treated with such low significance? Buay tahan..