Hi. I'm in fact fairly new to this portal. Just want to get to know more ladies out there who are on the 2nd attempt at IVF. I just had mine done in July. Yes, the 2ww is a killer. Beta HCG blood test was on 1 Aug but depressingly, it is negative. In fact, during the 2ww I was doing very fine and well, not feeling any discomfort or anything odd in particular. But in the wee hours of 1 Aug, (yes being anxious that later part of the morning, I am going for the blood test), I had so much difficulty in sleeping. Not just because of my anxiety, but I had a funny twisting feeling in my lower abdomen which I had never felt before. I didn't have a good feeling on that. True enough, when I woke up the next morning, there were slight brown discharge together with my Crinone gel. I asked myself so many times,why does it has to happen on the day of the blood test. So in fact, I don't know if implantation did occur. So after knowing the results in the afternoon, I cried myself to sleep. This Thursday, will be seeing my gynae again to discuss the next step. I am praying hard that 2nd attempt with FET works for me. It's physically, emotionally and financially draining. I have taken 1 month NPL in July and this month of Aug, I am on 1 mth hospitalisation leave. So planning to take 1 mth of hospitalisation leave and 1 mth of NPL in September and October respectively, or taking 2 months of NPL in Sept and Oct. Oh btw, I also have PCOs. So anyone in the same boat with me, let's share what we are going through to give the support we will need throughout the whole procedure. Thanks!Hoping to see some responses here.