Hahaha I can't help feeling so not alone, waking up hungry, cant sleep, want to puke and my hormones so hay wired I told my hubby I can't stand the sight of my mil when she is a sweet old lady who comes to take care of my no1 with her bad knee, cooks and ask me if it suits my taste.
But I really feel like throwing my no 1 away for a while and run to my mum and call mummy....
Most not win win situation.. I am puking and putting on weight! I put on 2 kg Liao super sad!!!
But well

I still look forward that round round tummy

and the little one to be put on my chest next march/April..
Hahah I super ks I haven't found the sac but book my CL already... Sincerely I think Confiment was worst than labour pain. Confiment was just beyond me completely. I felt so fat ugly lonely uncomfortable confined helpless and depressed.. So it's important to get good Confiment

I refused to let aunties and mil get near me during that time. Only my mum and hubby hahahaa
Probably that's my secret in being a happy mum
Work is a joke I just hecked care completely. Complaint I just say whatever problems I just say wait cos I feel so puky the whole day I feel quite bad towards our economy
