Hello everyone! I'm back here again after.... 3 weeks?? So much to catch up..
Haha, yes, I had long labour again.. dunno to count as 12 hrs or 19hrs.. if from start of contraction till give birth then is 19 hrs wor! If from say I admit hospital till give birth is 12 hrs...See, I sure know I won't have short labour fate... This time round I dun wanna be hero to try w/o epidural so I just gave in to it. I'm glad I took coz I can chat with my friends on phone, surf fb and sleep while waiting for time to PUSH! Also maybe because I rest enough so I have energy to push well and this labour pain is much lesser, wound not so pain, recover fast and no piles (coz i learnt my lesson not to push too hard)! 2nd day after removing urine bag I straight get down from bed and can walk easily.. unlike the previous labour really horrible...
Moo moo career also easier for me this time. Milk kick in faster, don't have serious engorgement, only hard breasts but once I empty my breast it will feel soft and lumps easily cleared. Maybe old breasts used to bf le... Sore nipples also not very long... Now my breasts/nipples seasoned liao and I'm back to the breeze bf journey. The only irritating thing is my breast keep leaking, very messy and smelly... Always kena my clothes when I latch Jayanne coz flow too fast for her to swallow in time, so will spray on her face, neck, kena my clothes and choke her at times.. lol...
2Ks, why you like confinement so much? I still cannot make myself to like confinement.. Though this time round confinement is less torturing to me but I still hate it. Hate to perspire after every meals, sick to be fed like a pig everyday and drink red date tea until I'm having sore throat now. 9 more days to my end of jail term, yeah!!!
Tres/XFZ, soon will be your turn... Jia you jia you!!!
Oh, speaking of my life with 1 toddler and 1 infant... First, am lucky that Javier is not jealous of mei mei even when I carry mei mei often and latch her. I did offer my breast to Javier but he scares and run away! lol.. He's very affectionate towards mei mei, always wanna go sayang her head but he's still young and abit rough, so must watch over him at all time when he's near mei mei.. When Javier is at home, I find myself easily loose temper on him leh... After that I feel guilty towards him. I feel he's better to be in school and I can have rest at home when he's at school. But when he goes school I will miss him.. Sigh.. so emo.. But when he's around he always make me angry and loose my temper. At first I still think of withdrawing him from cc 1 month earlier so I can try to take care of him and mei mei myself for a month (try the taste of SAHM) but now I am hesitating liao..