Hi Huijun,
You are not alone..I had my 1st child in 2006 and later i cant manage to conceive for many years..went KKh to do a checkup and realised I had family inherited 'Diabetes'!!...my world crash~ And becos of this, I got a miscarriage last year September..so sad..
Later KKH doc told mi to take pills to control my sugar level..make sure sugar level being in good control before planning to have a bb again..
But when I am losing hope in getting a bb, I realised I am preggy..I was shocked and scared..went to see doc immedaitely..Gyne advised mi to go into insulin jab..and i did as he say..I have to inject 3 times a day and to prick my finger to test sugar level every time before and after each meal..
I cant think of any pain i am going tru now..I only hope that by doing all these, my bb wil be safe and healthy through my pregnancy journey..
I am currently at 16 weeks now..hope god will bless us going through all these in a safe n smooth journey..